October 2012
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September 2012
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Text: Lenny
R: Why did I not hear from you sooner?
L: Nobody's heard from me for awhile. I left Phe for awhile...
R: But.. but.. you left me...
L: But I'm home now.
Text: Lenny
R: Why did I not hear from you sooner?
L: Nobody's heard from me for awhile. I left Phe for awhile...
Text: Lenny
R: LENNY CABLE!!!!
L: Yeah.... it kind of sucks.
Text: Lenny
R: Wait... what?
L: Eheh... yeah....
Text: Lenny
R: Haha, so how's life?
L: Good. And... cancerous.
L: Yourself?
Text: Lenny
R: AHH I LOVE YOU TOO FISH FRY!!!!
L: Ahem. Okay. Composure.
L: FBJSBHJFBVHJBED;G
L: Sorry. Ahem.
Text: Lenny
R: WE NEED TO CALM DOWN AND CATCH UP!!!! BUT I CAN'T!!!
L: I KNOW I KNOW I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU BINGE BOY
Text: Lenny
R: I KNOW I MISSED YOU!!!
L: I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONE FOREVER. I MISSED YOU SO MUCH BINGE BOY YOU'VE NO IDEA ASJDKKDLDNJF
Text: Lenny
R: AHHHH!!!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU!
L: I CAN'T READ THROUGH MY TEARS RAFAEL BDHKGBDFKJDBFK
Text: Lenny
R: FISH FRY!! KHYUGFRIEHDFUIO
L: BINGE BOY YOU'VE RETURNED
L: YOU CAME HOME.
Text: Lenny
R: Rafael Derek Crowe.
L: ... Rafi?
L: RAFI VKBDVIJHWBVJH EVBYUERKFJERGHJE
Text: Lenny
R: Hey
L: Um... I apologize but.. who is this?
phoenix-bentley:
Leo please be careful.
I’ll try.
phoenix-bentley:
where are you?
In a park somewhere. I’m not used to this city yet.
phoenix-bentley:
I love you, I’m going to worry for you.
I know. It’s just not my time of night, I suppose.
phoenix-bentley:
sorry.
Cherie, stop.
phoenix-bentley:
Don’t think like that.
Am I suffocating you? Oh god I’m suffocating you. No, I’m sorry I just want to help you, you’re going to be down for a couple of days, you can use the spare bedroom and I could help you out.
a;skldfja;slkdj you’re killing me.
No, no, relax! God, cherie, it’s okay, I’m okay. I’ll be fine.
phoenix-bentley:
I need to help, I need to do something.
Stay with me after the surgery, use the spare bedroom.
I don’t want to be a liability, Phe.
phoenix-bentley:
I feel so useless. What do you need from me.
No, no, you aren’t useless. You’re not. I don’t need anything from you. I’m just depressed. It’s a side-effect of dying, you know.
phoenix-bentley:
Don’t hate yourself.
The surgery to get your lungs ripped apart? Won’t you need more time?! It’s just a thing you can schedule the day before and walk in and spend half an hour ridding your body of cancer!?
We’re a little past the point of no return.
What do I need time for? I don’t have time. I don’t have an infinite number of days anymore. I’m...
phoenix-bentley:
Ugh I’m so unsophisticated compared to you and your charming British wiles.
Have you called your doctor in New York yet? he said he wanted to refer you to a specialist.
I rather hate myself, so there’s always that.
No, not yet. I can schedule the surgery tomorrow.
phoenix-bentley:
Leopold said: Loveliness*
I look hideous, thank god I got the phone away from you before I started eating, I got phish food all over my face :(
what is my life.
Which was even more adorable, if I may say so.
Spent my evening at local band show.
My faith in humanity? Restored.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I love you too. I am only trying to help I want you in as little pain as possible. It hurts me to see you hurt.
I know, I know. I’m being insensitive. I’m sorry.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
No I didnt mean it like that Leo.. Forget it Im sorry.
No, no, it’s okay, I got it.
I love you.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I just think some things are destined to happen.
I’m sorry, I will try not to touch you if it hurts.
I feel as if the spontaneity keeps it human and real.
Don’t say such things. It’s not that bad, and it’s not as if having you cower at the other end of the couch in fear of touching me will make it better.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I believe in fate. If you believe in love then you believe in fate.
Make cancer jokes if you want but don’t be surprised if I burst into tears. I feel bad about touching you, your lungs are so rickety nowadays. When I lay on your chest does it hurt?
I’m afraid I must beg to differ, cherie. I believe in love, yet I do not believe it is under the jurisdiction of anyone...
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
But I didn’t know you had cancer then! I’m emotionally ruined right now Leonard I have a bruise the size of a orange on my forehead and it hurts and you have cancer.
Don’t make cancer jokes, you’ll make it worse! Fate will punish you, you can’t die on me, think of the unborn children I have to name for you.
Exactly. That’s the point, see? I have cancer, and making a...
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
Of course I’ll permit you to, you fool.
STOP cancer jokes are no-go. What if you make it worse by joking about it. Don’t make your bruised girlfriend cry.
A cancer joke exists the same way all other jokes do, except this one’s at my expense instead of the expensive of someone else. Besides, you used to tell me I didn’t have cancer and call me a big baby.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
Will you lay with me on the couch?
omg no, no more illness for you, you’ve reached your quota.
If you’ll permit me to.
Shh, relax. I was joking. I didn’t have a heart attack, I just got cancer.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I don’t deserve you.
I am uncontrollably excited to try it.
Don’t say silly things, cherie.
I ate barrels of it in England. I don’t know how I made it through without having a major heart attack.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
It’s bruised and is all purple, I look like I got punched. I’m a mess.
I would love to.
I’ll bring an ice pack, too. And some pain medication.
It’s lovely. It’s chocolate and marshmallow and fudge and it’s got little tiny chocolate fishies inside.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
Chocolate chip cookie dough.
You’re going to laugh when you see me, I look hideous
Alright.
Hush. Don’t say silly things.
Would you like to try Phish Food?
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
You can come over with ice cream. I bought Annie Hall yesterday with you in mind.
Which flavours?
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
Shush, my forehead hurts.
I’m sorry, cherie. Is there anything I can do?
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I tried to roll over to check my phone but there was no more bed to roll onto. So I fell. I’m so stupid.
I love you so, yet I worry for you.
Phe,
phoenix-bentley:
I am doing well, I just woke up an hour ago. I fell out of bed and smacked my head on the floor so now I’m pleasantly bruised on my forehead. Such is life.
You… How did you manage that one, dearest?
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Phe,
Hello, cherie. How are you?
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“Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings.
Thought I oughta tear the curtain...”
– Roger Waters, “The Final Cut”
phoenix-bentley-deactivated2012 asked: Leo.
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
She looked up at him as he took her hand and shook her head forcefully. “No, I can pay for them myself.” her tone was firm. “I have money now, I thought I was going to have to give up the house but it seems my writing skills have finally pulled through for me.”
Phoenix listened to his words, his promises of forever and while still on her guard she allowed herself a small...
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
She stared at him evenly this time when he raised her chin to him, their eyes locked and she listened to what he had to say. His lips brushed her forehead and she watched a bit of life breathe into him as he spoke, his face still a little red from the crying, she was sure her own was a horrendous sight, but still strong. Leo, her Leo was picking away and trying to shine through,...
The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
After a while his breathing evened out and she was afraid he was asleep, but she felt him stir slightly to wind his arms around her and his apologies started up again. She stroked his hair absentmindedly, returning each expression of guilt and sorrow with a simple touch or kiss to communicate that it was forgotten for the moment, she wasn’t sure how she felt about forgiveness...
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
She watched the slow acceptance of his situation as he stuttered on and continued to cry. At the mention of him wishing death she felt anger inflame her mind and she slapped him again, not as hard as before but still a decent one. “Shut up.” she ground out, pausing to wipe tears from his cheek. He looked sick, at his admission he might be sick she sprang up from the couch and...
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
She swallowed, retreating to the far end of the couch and lowering her eyes to her hands, watching them twist this way and that. Leo’s face paled more than already, an impressive feat. “I was so worried, you didn’t leave a forward address and there was no way for you to know. I thought you weren’t coming back and I couldn’t have called, you weren’t picking up your phone.” her...
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
His hold tightened on her arms and she closed her eyes and felt his chest rise and fall with his heaves and Phoenix bit her lip and stilled her shoulders so as to not move too much. “I missed you. It was…” she let her mind forward through all the events that had come to pass since she had found his note. “It was more than difficult.” Her hands searched for his and she twined...
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rosie-mitchell:
lennycable replied to your post:
vjhbsfvbsfk leo will cry
SUCKS SHE’S AN ANGRY MIDGET
oh god. okay.
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
He couldn’t breathe and he was wasting it trying to convince her that he was in love with her. He was laying on her couch trying to get his lungs to work and he was still spewing out confessions of undying affection. Had Phoenix been not so afraid he would pass out she would’ve started crying but unfortunately he looked dangerously close and she couldn’t funnel enough energy...
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The Green Light | Leo&Phoenix
phoenix-bentley:
She listened to him blurt out one thing after another, leaning against the doorframe to the house they were meant to share together. He looked miserable and she wanted to slap him again, to let him know how much pain she had been in but with each rattling heave of his chest she was reminded of the test results burning a whole in the drawer in her kitchen meant to alert him of...
